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well, i had all these cutesie fun things to say today, like how i had someone call me by my first initial today after class, and it's someone i'm going to Rome with and it made me feel all cute. it's been a long time since someone called me a nickname that i didn't make up myself. and then i was going to write about how today i saw this girl with a perfectly spherical head, and her hair was shaved in a map of the world. it was pretty neat.

but instead, i just sort of feel like crawling into a hole and pulling it in after me.
i can't ever do anything right, and sometimes i wonder why i bother trying.

and now i'm at work, and i have to somehow try and maintain.