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nice day for a white wedding
d. is gone, off to the wedding.
i am jealous. i would have liked to see him in his tux, being all groom's-man-y. also, i've never been to a church wedding before. it sounded like a vaguely interesting experience, if one i'm not ever expecting to partake in.
i know i want children someday, and conceivably even a partner to share life with. but it seems an entirely unimaginable experience.
i just can't picture it somehow. but a life without romantic attachment. that i can imagine perfectly well.
i suppose it will be peopled with friends and lovers from books: that and a good vibrator, what else does one really need.
i miss him already.
i am also extremely tired. this two hours of sleep thing is getting old.
i am jealous. i would have liked to see him in his tux, being all groom's-man-y. also, i've never been to a church wedding before. it sounded like a vaguely interesting experience, if one i'm not ever expecting to partake in.
i know i want children someday, and conceivably even a partner to share life with. but it seems an entirely unimaginable experience.
i just can't picture it somehow. but a life without romantic attachment. that i can imagine perfectly well.
i suppose it will be peopled with friends and lovers from books: that and a good vibrator, what else does one really need.
i miss him already.
i am also extremely tired. this two hours of sleep thing is getting old.