all i have to say is wow
Mar. 26th, 2002 12:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fictionali just got off the phone with the wonderlicious miz kittie-kat, who i haven't talked to in, well, a good long while. it felt really nice...
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katling is owed much congratulations and many hugs, which i hope to hand out in person at some point.
eep.
i'm all a flutter. which seems kind of silly.
the grand news has little to do with me, but this is the first of my friends to embark on this experience and i'm just pretty excited. creating a new being. that is so...intense.
i listened to my friend this evening, and felt all teary, and thought in cliches about how we're growing up so damn fast, and that love makes the world go round. and how some moments make you realize what matters. sometimes it doesn't have to be buildings falling. this time, i guess it was something that happens every day, to somebody or other. it still seems somehow miraculous to me. i'm being sentimental and silly perhaps, but i feel touched.
i was thinking about all the people and experiences that make up bits of me, and realizing that i really and truly would not change any of them. i have my regrets, and they rip at me sometimes, but i've been blessed. and part of that blessing is to be able to see the love and happiness of the people i care about. i'm an envious little kali-chan sometimes. but i rejoice also.
i wasn't sure if i should post this here. but i decided that i should.
because i have trouble admitting to myself that i do care so much.
but, well, i do. deeply. and i wanted to say it out loud.
if none of that made any sense (as it might not to anyone but me)
all you really need to know is that
i'm feeling a lot of love right now. and it's pretty much outweighing everything else.
the lovely lady
katling is owed much congratulations and many hugs, which i hope to hand out in person at some point.eep.
i'm all a flutter. which seems kind of silly.
the grand news has little to do with me, but this is the first of my friends to embark on this experience and i'm just pretty excited. creating a new being. that is so...intense.
i listened to my friend this evening, and felt all teary, and thought in cliches about how we're growing up so damn fast, and that love makes the world go round. and how some moments make you realize what matters. sometimes it doesn't have to be buildings falling. this time, i guess it was something that happens every day, to somebody or other. it still seems somehow miraculous to me. i'm being sentimental and silly perhaps, but i feel touched.
i was thinking about all the people and experiences that make up bits of me, and realizing that i really and truly would not change any of them. i have my regrets, and they rip at me sometimes, but i've been blessed. and part of that blessing is to be able to see the love and happiness of the people i care about. i'm an envious little kali-chan sometimes. but i rejoice also.
i wasn't sure if i should post this here. but i decided that i should.
because i have trouble admitting to myself that i do care so much.
but, well, i do. deeply. and i wanted to say it out loud.
if none of that made any sense (as it might not to anyone but me)
all you really need to know is that
i'm feeling a lot of love right now. and it's pretty much outweighing everything else.
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Date: 2002-03-26 08:23 am (UTC)Youre an amazing person that really leaves an incredible impression on my life.
I always look forward to reading your posts on my friends list, it keeps me close
and yet at a distance we both have needed. I hope this gap is closing between us.
And im also glad that I could help you smile a little. I know it was hard, but I am
very happy I got to share this wonderful news with you! I will be sending out pictures
as my tummy grows ;-) Love you.
- kittiekins