all that jazz
May. 25th, 2003 12:14 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fictionaldisgusting weather today.
matched my mood quite nicely.
although, the maternal unit and i did go to see "chicago" which was quite the amusement. it's funny how anytime i go see any kind of show, i come out with an insane urge to take lessons of some kind, as if it were only a matter of finding the right teacher, spending enough time, and suddenly: i'd be a star.
embarrassing thought really, when taken out and examined.
found out that d's flight to seattle is when we thought, so hopefully our date will go as planned. i hope so. i find myself missing him quite terribly, and yet when we talk on the phone it's easy to slip into curt reiterations and retracings. must try and avoid that. i feel like i know how to start getting us back to where we want to be, but i'm afraid habitual patterns of wrongness will be hard to set aside.
moon time approaching. i can feel my edginess and feelings of doom coming in ever increasing waves.
matched my mood quite nicely.
although, the maternal unit and i did go to see "chicago" which was quite the amusement. it's funny how anytime i go see any kind of show, i come out with an insane urge to take lessons of some kind, as if it were only a matter of finding the right teacher, spending enough time, and suddenly: i'd be a star.
embarrassing thought really, when taken out and examined.
found out that d's flight to seattle is when we thought, so hopefully our date will go as planned. i hope so. i find myself missing him quite terribly, and yet when we talk on the phone it's easy to slip into curt reiterations and retracings. must try and avoid that. i feel like i know how to start getting us back to where we want to be, but i'm afraid habitual patterns of wrongness will be hard to set aside.
moon time approaching. i can feel my edginess and feelings of doom coming in ever increasing waves.
