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Wow. Step away from the internets to go see a play... and BOOM. It's all runes and nazis and what??? Yeah. I'll try not to be away so long next time. =D

In other news, the play: Architecting by The TEAM. [livejournal.com profile] faris_nallaneen and I deeply enjoyed it, with one caveat. First of all, it was crazy in a worlds-collide-y sort of way. I read & post about race and fiction, and then go to see a play... about (among other things) race and fiction. And America and fiction, which in some ways, is the same thing. But mainly it was about so many of the questions I (and [livejournal.com profile] rm, which is one of the reasons we write together) have; the obsessions that are always somehow at the heart of my fictional explorations. How one can be enchanted and revolted by something at the same time. The task of an author is to believe in contradictory facts, all of which are true. Being in love with a society that is both beautiful and wrong, and lost the war, and grieving for that loss anyway. Loving something at its end rather than at the beginning -- the sunset, instead of the sunrise, autumn rather than spring. (I'm never up early enough to see the sunrise anyway, and I love the fall. All metaphors intentional.) Burning things down in a glorious conflagration rather than having them stolen from you in increments of lost dignity and fake-ness.

"Do you miss your [dead] father?" the play asks.

"Yes."

"Was he a good man?"

"Yes."

"Would you miss him, even if he wasn't?"


And there is silence.

And so you have the American South - Atlanta, and New Orleans and Arkansas, and all its farce and tragedy and ridiculous splendour, and its chequered past - the Confederacy, and I thought of reading Margaret Mitchell's Gone with the Wind, and being enchanted and revolted and then watching Joss Whedon's Firefly, which is like the Confederacy, without that pesky slave issue1 -- and thinking, oh how nice, but you can't just TAKE THAT PART OUT, can you?

Which brings me to my caveat. It was a play about race and fiction and the American South. And I was engaged and interested and admiring except THERE WERE NO BLACK ACTORS. Not one. There was a black character though, and he was played by a white guy.

Um, what??? It was like a visual aid to [livejournal.com profile] deepad's post, about voices being appropriated and removed entirely from the discourse. I was so distracted by it, and really fucking disturbed.

We had several theories for why this might be the case:

1) (in my opinion the most disturbing) They think that white is race-neutral, and so thought casting poc's as any of the parts would distract from the language-specific discussion of race.
2) (in E's opinion the most disturbing) They had no intentionality, and just didn't think about it as an issue.
3) None of the TEAM (who collaboratively write and perform their shows) are black, so they didn't think it would be troubling. (But it really, really was.)

The sad thing is that aside from this, and the length (it dragged a bit with an inexplicable dance number towards the end), it was stunning. And (especially) for something written collaboratively by performers, its language was complex and erudite and interesting. It ended with this line, which was the subjectline of this post: when spirits give up their ghosts and put on flesh.

And I thought of stories and entrances and imaginary worlds. How we call them to us. How they become real. Even if they're not true.

Then I came home, and discovered that Ricardo Montalban has died. Khaaaaaaan!! That's another shout of my childhood there... and a Mexican playing an Indian who is one of the greatest villains of all time. Those ear bug things! *shivers*

All those worlds. All those stories. Flesh.


1But with a billion more Invisible Asians. Oh Joss, I love you anyway.
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dear world,

I am crazed. I just wanted to stop by and say hi before they cart me away. I am preparing for my 2nd qualifying exams right now. I feel manifestly unready to the point where I can no longer sleep or study profitably. There has been so much going on that I wanted to blog about but...No, I'm lying now. Sadly all I really want to do is loll in my bed, drink pineapple cranberry juice and chocolate. Maybe some roast lamb.

Instead. It is the salt mines. But I thought I'd reach out and wave a virtual hand. Limply.

What can I tell you about? The 19th century novel and the girls' book? Rennaissance Utopias? Lady Mary Wroth's family tree? The relationship of fanfiction to Derrida's Archive Fever? Framing devices in Scott Westerfield's Peeps?

Your eyes are closing aren't they? Well, no matter. Mine too. Except when I lie down. Then my heart starts beating so fast, I think it's going to burst out of my chest.

Let's try a less alarming topic.

I managed to see both the Shakespeare in the Parks this summer.

Romeo & Juliet - truly excellent. Fantastic performances, especially Romeo (a part I've never been too fond of) and Lord Capulet (a part I was never particularly moved by either, but was awe-inspiring. Incidentally, upon examining the playbill I discovered the actor to have won an Oscar, a Tony and a Pulitzer. That must be the ultimate trifecta of feathers in one's cap.) And a Set to Die For -literally and figuratively. There was a pool of water in the center of the stage, (which rotated!) and poor Juliet spent most of the second act shivering in it. She looked so cold. But beautiful! And a bridge across it that moved into pieces, so that the actors moving it became part of the set itself. The wind howled against the mikes in just the right parts, till it seemed like the Gods of the Park themselves were playing for us. It was awesome.

A Midsummer Night's Dream: Terrible. There was atonal singing of various portions. They'd erected some manner of picket fence to separate the stage from the park. (For a production of Dream! I ask you!) The play finished with Puck's monologue handed over to the entire cast, who all stood forward and sang it in this horrible off key melody, and looked entirely too much like the cast of Les Miz. Fairies were played by insufficiently rehearsed children (very young) who's attention kept wandering. Costumes and setting were unclear. However, there was a cool tree in the middle of the stage, an awesome fairy contortionist & rope artist, Puck was good when allowed to be so, the four lovers had moments of sheer excellence, and I was unexpectedly wowed by Theseus and Hippolita. (This was clearly the summer for oddly awesome elder character performances.) I really felt like the actors were done a serious disservice by the director of this play. On the other hand, I heard he slipped through the trap door and broke a rib, punctured a lung, so perhaps that explains some of it. Though not all. Not the singing. I almost disgraced myself by hysterical giggles. It was truly terrifying.

Speaking of truly terrifying: You may have already seen this terrifying account of someone's sojourn in one of these behaviour modification boot camps. If not, I encourage you to go over and take a look. It's truly horrifying. I think of watching But I'm a Cheerleader, and I kind of want to cry. That movie was funny, and sweet - but stuff like [livejournal.com profile] shoiryu talks about actually happens, and not just as ground for dark comedy.

Okay. On a less earth-shattering note: were you aware of the incredible amalgamation of bacon & chocolate. Is anyone willing to go test it out for me? *bats eyelashes*

I think I'm going to try to go to bed now. Sweet dreams. I'll be thinking of you when my heart throbs. Promise.

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