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six more days...
Jun. 17th, 2002 12:58 pmi will be so glad to get home.
this is a beautiful city. i love it. i will welcome coming back here with people i love, despite the horrible rampant racism that sinks into my skin like a cancer whenever i walk around, and my lack of italian. it's expensive too, but no more so than the city of my birth.
i love writing too, and drawing while sometimes depressing has given my eyes a new depth and accuracy of vision that will be useful.
BUT i will be so relieved when this program ends.
i am tired to death. i'm sick of living with rude inconsiderate uncivilised people, i'm tired of the constant noise, the drunken arrivals breaking my sleep or my concentration, the filthiness of the apartment. i'm sick of the way some of the people here have to be the center of attention, always all the time, always doing their one man personal show, completely and totally self absorbed and carelessly cruel. i can't stand it. i know that i'm more of a hermit at heart than i should be, but this program is making me remember why.
this is a beautiful city. i love it. i will welcome coming back here with people i love, despite the horrible rampant racism that sinks into my skin like a cancer whenever i walk around, and my lack of italian. it's expensive too, but no more so than the city of my birth.
i love writing too, and drawing while sometimes depressing has given my eyes a new depth and accuracy of vision that will be useful.
BUT i will be so relieved when this program ends.
i am tired to death. i'm sick of living with rude inconsiderate uncivilised people, i'm tired of the constant noise, the drunken arrivals breaking my sleep or my concentration, the filthiness of the apartment. i'm sick of the way some of the people here have to be the center of attention, always all the time, always doing their one man personal show, completely and totally self absorbed and carelessly cruel. i can't stand it. i know that i'm more of a hermit at heart than i should be, but this program is making me remember why.
