cross your fingers

i just had my job interview for the job at the Kitchen theater.
and they loved me.
i'm probably going to volunteer for a while, (till my work study etc comes through)
and then if it does i'll switch to paid. doing assistant directing, dramaturgy and helping on all fronts. if it doesn't come through, they're going to offer me a job as stage manager. straight paid, salary and all.
i feel good.
of course, now that i'm home, i'm having second thoughts...theater is so time consuming, what if it conflicts with school?
and it doesn't allow me much opportunity to have a life...
on the other hand, how much life did i have anyway?
i just hope this all goes well.