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just had dinner with n.
i was a bit nervous, but things went well.
dinner included grilled belgian endive with balsamic vinegar, goat cheese and crostini.
it was good.
i'm blowing off my homework.
i really shouldn't, it's too early in the semester to be falling behind, but by the same token, how is it that it's only five days in, and i'm already loaded down to the gills with work???
i really don't know how i'm going to make it through.

surfing the random button

so i was reading random LJ's, a dangerous pastime i know, but anything to procrastinate, right?
at any rate... i was reading this one journal, and it was basically this guy talking, fairly literately about his several committed relationships with men, and as well his relationship with this one girl who is his "little girl" and who he owns.
i was entertained enough to keep reading, and then suddenly there's this entry where he describes in detail how he just had his first day as a junior in high school. and i must confess, i was slightly taken aback. i must be getting old, but that just seemed awfully young to me. i couldn't even keep one relationship going in high school...let alone, 3 or 4. and it seems to me we played enough mind games without actually having to go near predefined ones.
sykii, prosicated, help me out! was this stuff going on around us too, and did i just somehow miss it?
(this of course ignores the fact that horny teenagers have great fantasy lives which they often like to think are real.)