SNOW!

there is a lot of snow on the ground.
i wander if my parents will still be able to make it up here tomorrow.
i hope so, because along with them they are bringing all the ingredients for the thanksgiving dinner i am making on friday for myself and the boy.
also, i'd like to see them. i find myself missing them often.

yesterday was bad. i actually found myself crying at rehearsal last night, though thankfully not in front of everyone. Rachel (the director) added in an English step dance to the scene that i'm doing, and well, there's the small matter of my dancing phobia. i'm trying to get over it, but the other three people in the scene are all incredibly beautiful professional actors, and they're all ballet dancers as well. i feel incredibly out of place, and i'm sure i must look so. it was terrible. Rachel promised me she wouldn't let me look bad, but i'm not sure how she can manage it. i suppose we'll wait and find out. the puppet work is going well at least.

today i have a day off from school, with many things to do. i don't feel like doing any of them. all i feel like is sipping my tea, being wrapped in comforters with a good homely book, and eating my cranberry orange walnut bread that i bought yesterday.