it's hot as hell
Jul. 2nd, 2002 01:33 pmthere's sweat dripping down my back, rivulets and full blown rivers of it.
i have been cursed by working somewhere that doesn't have a/c. and because this is an office environment (otherwise known as death by paperwork) the fans are circulating the air about two feet above my head so as not to blow anything away. this sucks.
also, the mindless busywork that i was doing (which at least had the virtue of keeping me busy, and my mind somewhat off the slight nausea that still lingers from last week) has been taken away for me, for someone needed to use the only computer capable of doing it. i'm bored now. yesterday, the big director-bossman told me that we should think about a stimulating intellectual project for me to work on, something i could really throw myself into. i didn't know how to say that i wasn't interested, and could care less about learning the hydrology of watersheds and phosphorus treatment so i smiled and nodded. this job has absolutely nothing to do with anything that i'm even remotely interested in. i need to find something new, really badly. something that pays as well and actually might be of some future use to me.
i haven't been updating much recently...i guess i haven't had too much to say. i'm home finally...and happy to be so. my apartment is not nearly as cramped as i thought it was going to be, and being with d. again is fairly close to pure bliss. he'll probably (i hope) be home when i get there, and that thought makes my heart skip. silly, i know. i guess unadulaterated happiness is really just sort of boring to talk about.
i have been cursed by working somewhere that doesn't have a/c. and because this is an office environment (otherwise known as death by paperwork) the fans are circulating the air about two feet above my head so as not to blow anything away. this sucks.
also, the mindless busywork that i was doing (which at least had the virtue of keeping me busy, and my mind somewhat off the slight nausea that still lingers from last week) has been taken away for me, for someone needed to use the only computer capable of doing it. i'm bored now. yesterday, the big director-bossman told me that we should think about a stimulating intellectual project for me to work on, something i could really throw myself into. i didn't know how to say that i wasn't interested, and could care less about learning the hydrology of watersheds and phosphorus treatment so i smiled and nodded. this job has absolutely nothing to do with anything that i'm even remotely interested in. i need to find something new, really badly. something that pays as well and actually might be of some future use to me.
i haven't been updating much recently...i guess i haven't had too much to say. i'm home finally...and happy to be so. my apartment is not nearly as cramped as i thought it was going to be, and being with d. again is fairly close to pure bliss. he'll probably (i hope) be home when i get there, and that thought makes my heart skip. silly, i know. i guess unadulaterated happiness is really just sort of boring to talk about.