nevermore

[fictional]

Today, for the first time, my dad fell asleep right in the middle of our conversation. At first I thought he was just joking around, but no. He wasn't.

I realize now, and again -- it doesn't seem to matter how many times I do it, the realization still feels fresh and new -- that this is not going to get easier. I will not wake up one day and get to go back to the way things used to be.

Never. Never. Never.

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[kalichan.livejournal.com]

And I love you too. Let's get together soon. I could use, like, eleventy billion hugs.