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fictionalToday, for the first time, my dad fell asleep right in the middle of our conversation. At first I thought he was just joking around, but no. He wasn't.
I realize now, and again -- it doesn't seem to matter how many times I do it, the realization still feels fresh and new -- that this is not going to get easier. I will not wake up one day and get to go back to the way things used to be.
Never. Never. Never.
I realize now, and again -- it doesn't seem to matter how many times I do it, the realization still feels fresh and new -- that this is not going to get easier. I will not wake up one day and get to go back to the way things used to be.
Never. Never. Never.
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Date: 2009-07-10 09:42 pm (UTC)I know I don't pop over here often, but I've dealt with stuff like this a lot. let me know if you should ever need anything.