not crying, just leaking

so the constant tear flow from my eyes could really stop now, yes, thank you.
my head hurts from the inside.
twas a rough night yesterday, for a whole variety of reasons.
lack of sleep, intense conversation, no barriers. without defenses.
i feel broken, and bruised. and still burnt out.
when will i ever learn not to ask the questions, when i can't deal with, and already pretty much know the answers?

a heartfelt thank you note

dear Everyone Who Commented on My Last Post,

i want to thank you all for your kind words today.
you are some of the best support group a girl could have.
it's so nice to able to be reminded of your affection and concern.
thank you, thank you, thank you.
i am so very grateful to all of you for being in my life.

and i am feeling much better now.
no thrashings necessary.

now, does anyone want to come do my physics homework for me?

Love,
kali-chan

lessons in coping

i walked into my house this afternoon, and it was all shiny-sparkly-clean.
i might also mention that it was a complete disaster area when i left this morning.
so thank you, d. for being the wonderfullest and doing so much to help me out.
i took a really hot bath, and am now esconced in my purple fuzzy bathrobe.
i'm starting my homework, and it's still light outside.

i'm doing okay.
i'm doing okay.