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Jul. 18th, 2002 10:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fictionalso, what do you do when the "right" thing to do is at complete odds with what you want to do?
i really want to go to cali in a few weeks.
not for long, just a few days. see some palm trees, givemaatling, katling, and [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com] among others many hugs, meet a few more of d's best friends...stand looking out into the pacific, have a vacation! but no money. i know that i'm going to need this money next year. i can't afford to spend it. not after Rome and whatnot.
but my guts and the back of my throat are screaming out, "fuck it, just go!" i don't know what to do. i suppose i will end up just being sensible, biting down, and dealing with not having what i want. but it's making me really unhappy.
i really want to go to cali in a few weeks.
not for long, just a few days. see some palm trees, give
maatling, katling, and [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com] among others many hugs, meet a few more of d's best friends...stand looking out into the pacific, have a vacation! but no money. i know that i'm going to need this money next year. i can't afford to spend it. not after Rome and whatnot. but my guts and the back of my throat are screaming out, "fuck it, just go!" i don't know what to do. i suppose i will end up just being sensible, biting down, and dealing with not having what i want. but it's making me really unhappy.
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Date: 2002-07-18 09:43 am (UTC)sooo.. in the mighty words, orsomething, of kevin....
do it.
because you could go, and you could have a wonderful time, and hey, when your'e struggling through school next semester, you'll think back to the happy couple of days you sepnt there, and it'll make you feel a bit better
and if you dont' go, not to be morbid, but you could die. and all that money? sitting there? will be of no use. or you could go, and come back, and die, so it wouldnt' matter anyway. there are so many chanceful things in this world, that when you have the ability to do something, even though it might make life a bit harder later on, if you truly wanna do it, then fuck it. do it. dont' waste opportunities. :)