virgo rising
Jul. 18th, 2002 10:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fictionalso, what do you do when the "right" thing to do is at complete odds with what you want to do?
i really want to go to cali in a few weeks.
not for long, just a few days. see some palm trees, givemaatling, katling, and [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com] among others many hugs, meet a few more of d's best friends...stand looking out into the pacific, have a vacation! but no money. i know that i'm going to need this money next year. i can't afford to spend it. not after Rome and whatnot.
but my guts and the back of my throat are screaming out, "fuck it, just go!" i don't know what to do. i suppose i will end up just being sensible, biting down, and dealing with not having what i want. but it's making me really unhappy.
i really want to go to cali in a few weeks.
not for long, just a few days. see some palm trees, give
maatling, katling, and [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com] among others many hugs, meet a few more of d's best friends...stand looking out into the pacific, have a vacation! but no money. i know that i'm going to need this money next year. i can't afford to spend it. not after Rome and whatnot. but my guts and the back of my throat are screaming out, "fuck it, just go!" i don't know what to do. i suppose i will end up just being sensible, biting down, and dealing with not having what i want. but it's making me really unhappy.
