calling for a psyche plumber
May. 11th, 2002 07:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fictionali have been really bad today.
didn't get done nearly as much work as i meant to (read, practically no work at all)
i'm hoping to finish my takehome final tonight, and then worry about the physics paper tomorrow.
i wish i had more time to recover from this semester before i headed off to Rome this summer.
i need some downtime.
this morning was...strange. i'm always so ashamed of not being the person that i want to be, that highly evolved, super intelligent, calm and collected, laugh at everything, woman that i fall so short of being, so much of the time.
i cry way too easily these days, it seems like i loosened some valve in my head, and now i just leak at every opportunity. i miss being a tough girl.
didn't get done nearly as much work as i meant to (read, practically no work at all)
i'm hoping to finish my takehome final tonight, and then worry about the physics paper tomorrow.
i wish i had more time to recover from this semester before i headed off to Rome this summer.
i need some downtime.
this morning was...strange. i'm always so ashamed of not being the person that i want to be, that highly evolved, super intelligent, calm and collected, laugh at everything, woman that i fall so short of being, so much of the time.
i cry way too easily these days, it seems like i loosened some valve in my head, and now i just leak at every opportunity. i miss being a tough girl.
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Date: 2002-05-11 10:50 pm (UTC)*hugs back*
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Date: 2002-05-12 09:42 am (UTC)there's no conflict between tough and weepy.
you do what you must. that is toughness.
whether you laugh or cry while you're doing it, makes no real difference.